Yesterday was the day that I OFFICIALLY graduated from YJC. Well for me yesterday was the most happiest moment in history as I was FINALLY able to put away my books and rejoice life. Women in Literature was ok. . but still, as expected we kinda expect the unexpected since Cambridge chose to be nasty this year. There wasn't any poem but instead we were required to do either an unseen prose or drama so I decided to do the one on prose since we did prose for Disgrace and I had studied the analysis for dialogues. Actually, I kinda feel abit sad for leaving YJC. I'm not sad because i'm leaving my classmates (applies to SOME only, I will badly miss the rest D:) or anything, I'm just sad that I would not be able to see my beloved teachers anymore like Mrs Low, Mrs Sukir, Cikgu Noraida. Sigh, they have sacrificed ALOT for us and they are extremely good teachers. The experience in YJC had also change myself as an individual to a certain degree. No longer am I the 'scene' kid or whatever shit that I tried to align myself to be, I have actually discovered who I truly am deep inside. Amidst the studying, the sressing out and all the tense conflicts going on in YJC, those have tested me and pushed me to my limits thus forcing my true reflections and true colours to emerge. I thank God for this, Ya Rabb thank You Ya Allah :') The different people I meet also broaden my outlook in life as now I am aware that what you want cannot always exist and it is not possible to please everyone. So, just be yourself, trust your heart and hopefully Allah guides you in everything that you do.

Moving on, I decided to meet Athirah and Dwi yesterday after my paper as it has been like FOREVER since I met them. So we just chill and stuff and I feel very happy, thankful and blessed for having people like them by my side (: Ok, so the blissful moment was only for a temporary period of time and when I get back home. . . .

I think my house is becoming into a freaking haunted house :'(
Ya Allah today I will have to equip myself with Ayatul Kursi.
Please pray for my family and my safety. Jazakallah

1 huge hurdle down, another one coming. Brace yourself.