Baby are you down down down down down

I feel like a failure in life.
How can I screw up for H2 SEA History?
What are the chances of getting an 'A'? or maybe a 'B'?
The best thing is: I studied like mad and in the end I totally screwed it up.
I feel so sad, I feel so depress, I feel like shit
I dont feel like studying for the last 2 papers.

Ya Allah, I know that You are testing me but why am I so weak and useless. Why do I always let my emotions get the better of me when I am suppose to be patient and I know that You know what's best for me.

Please enlighten my heart and make the light in my heart extinguish all the darkness in it :'(
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