Love

I don't understand teenagers nowadays. They get so upset easily over love and allow themselves to be subjected and succumbed to heartbreaks and heartaches. . all due to the name of LOVE. Ironic isn't it? What is worse, is that some people totally feel upset over the fact that they do not have any boyfriends/ lovers or whatever. Ok, i'm not trying to be mean here, I am just so upset when girls especially put themselves in a position that portray themselves to be hopeless and vulnerable. Come on girls, why do you have to drown yourself in sorrows just because you don't receive any attention or love from boys? Another thing, girls, why do you always have to throw negative remarks to yourselves? Why do you always have to bring yourself down by claiming that you are fat or that your body does not align to the 'ideal' type of  body. You are all so beautiful, do you know that? Do you know your status in Islam is very high? Islam honours and treasure their women so much but it is only depressing when you realise how so many women are not aware of this and tend to discriminate and bring themselves down.

Firstly, I believe that is very shallow and narrow minded for one to relate and define love as having boyfriend/girlfriend- that they can only feel 'loved' when their bfs/ gfs are around. This reflects how illiterate and confined your mind is. Whenever, you think so you are actually ignoring Allah SWT, you are insulting Him ya Allah :( Can you see how he provides for you everything?? Your food, clothes, shelter.

With Allah, in the stars coruscation, the clouds knitting and the moon's light. With Allah, there is the thunder's rumbling, the lightning's flash and the pouring rain as a form of barakah and sustenance for water. With Allah, there is the swashing sea and the magnificent sun proceding to its lodgement as a form of light for all to carry out activities, heat and everything. With Allah, it's level lands, valleys and huge mountains. With Allah, He can hear the ants creepage no matter when and where it passes by and look after them. With Allah, while bees are drinking honey and protecting its picking and its panging, He provides honey as a form of medicine to cure diseases.

With Allah, there is the whole universe and the orbits with the planets rotating at such a beautiful pace. With allah. . there is you and me :'(

How Oh Muslim sisters can you ignore Allah's gifts to us? How so, oh muslim sister can you not return Allah's love when He already showed magnificent signs that He loves you? :'( How so oh muslim sister, can you limit your boundary of love and channel them only to a mere human being? How so Oh Allah, can You be so Patient and how so Oh Al Wadud can you not be angry and punish those who ignore You? How so Oh Rabb can you be so kind and merciful when others ascribe you with partners? Oh Allah, You are so Kind and Loving :( How can you oh muslim sister, ignore Allah when He already states  that He is willing to help You when you are in need?

"Take one step towards me, I will take ten steps towards you. Walk towards me, I will run towards you." [Hadith Qudsi]
"When My servants ask thee concerning Me, I am indeed close. I listen to the prayer of every suppliant when he calleth on Me: Let them also, with a will, Listen to My call, and believe in Me, That they may walk in the right way." [2:186]

How so oh muslim sister can you deliberately cut off from Allah by refusing to meet Him during salat? He is already patiently waiting for You and you did not bother to thank Him for everything? How so oh sister. . ? :'( :'(

For Allah only :'(

Today I feel sad.
I am sad everyday.
So why bother.
This dunya sucks. . urghhh when will I reach jannah?
Why do I feel so trap in this world.
Please release me from this cage ya Allah.
Free me from this imprisonment, quickly take me to heaven :'(
Don't make ibu sad ya Allah.
She has suffered enough.
I cant bear to see her tears.
If this is all good for us, then give us strength Oh my Rabb. Only You know what is good for us, I trust you ya Allah. Give me and ibu strength to overcome this ya Allah. Ya Allah the pain is overwhelming ya Allah but I know You are Most Fair- You will reward us with something better right?
Ya Allah the tears I cry are for You, and You only.
Only You are sufficient for me :'(

What has happen to my family?
Hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil :'(

For Allah's sake.

“One will not be a true believer unless he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.” (Bukhari, Muslim, Nasa’i, Ahmed and Ibn Majah)

I just want to say that for those of you who are changing for Allah's sake, I am so proud and happy for you. I know that it is not easy cos I, myself, am going through that process now. Trust me ya ukhthi, that once you take the first step, I promise you that it will be the most beautiful step & feeling ever taken. You know, Allah created our souls, our ruh, our jasad and everything. Our life on Earth is only temporary, our bodies belong to Him. Everything belongs to Him. We are being created just so as to worship our Mighty Rabb. We borrow the bodies that He has created for us only to achieve the eternal life- in jannah (if we are good). Once the soul is detached from the One who created us, our souls will mourn, grief and will be deprived from His Nur. Everyday, we will feel sad, loss. . searching for that something that can fill up our empty hearts. Yes my friend, and that is Allah. Once You found him, His Light, His Nur will fill your hearts. . that even in the darkest hour, your heart will be subahanAllah tranquil, placid.

Let me give an example. Being a child, of course he will always need his mother & presence of his mother. Once his mother is absent from his sight, he will cry and feel scared, lost and hurt. Same goes for us. Allah is our caretaker, our Guidance, He is our Everything. Once you've lost Him, there is no way You are going to find Him. . except only if He wills and with his Hidayat. Ever wonder why rich singers and superstars these days such as Britney Spears, Amy Winehouse and more always seem to be taking drugs, going in and out of jail repeatedly? Well, they do not have Allah's guidance. That is why they feel empty inside and hence resort to all these bad habits to fill up the huge space and vacumn within them. It is true what Allah says in surah 22:46 that "It is not the eyes that are blind, but it is their hearts which are in their breasts."  Allah is all we need my friend. Allah is "The Light of the heavens and the earth. The Parable of His Light is as if there were a Niche and within it a Lamp enclosed in Glass: the glass as it were a brilliant star: Lit from a blessed Tree, an olive, neither of the east nor of the west, whose oil is well-nigh luminous, though fire scarce touched it: Light upon Light! Allah does guide whom He will to His Light" (An Nur:35) (This is my most fav ayat in the Quran btw! :D)

I am very thankful that Allah has guided me to Him, to His love, to where I initially belong. I hope Allah continues to guide me and my friends. I hope that all of you will receive His guidance and remember! Always pray for Him to guide You as once you've lost His Light, your soul will always be lonely forever and darkness will engulf you. That will be the most magnificent loss you will ever experience till you die :'(

Hasbi Rabbi.

Cukuplah Allah sebagai tuhanku

Tiada yang lain di hatiku selain Allah

Nur, cahaya Muhammad, selawat dan salam keatasnya

dan tiada tuhan lain yang disembah kecuali Allah

I love you Allah & Nabi Muhammad S.A.W :'(

I am nothing without You.

السلام عليكم
Demi masa, Sesungguhnya manusia kerugian.

Before I begin, allow me the chance to say a big "Hello!" and "Welcome!" to July. Sigh, time has passed by and flying very fast now like a jet accelerating at break-neck speed. One more month to go & it will be my prelims and 4 more months till I face my all-time arch nemesis- The A Level Examination. Wait, let me take back my words again, what I meant was arch enemy and not nemesis. I am certainly going to conquer my enemy and will not succumb to defeat . That is why I am currently preparing and assembling my arsenal of weapons, which is my content and skills, so as to diminish the superiority of the Cambridge examiners! Hahahaha. Insya Allah(: Ok, moving on. . .So this week was an extraordinary, miraculous week. The reason being is because many amazing things happened which indeed made me grateful and thankful for Allah SWT the Most Exalted & Most Mighty. These incidents moved my heart so much that I was so overwhelmed with sadness & at the same time, happiness & joy.

To begin with on Monday, as a consequence for not packing my bag the day before, I actually had problems finding my little donation booklet given to me by my teacher. During that time, it was around 6:30am and I had to go to school or else I would be late. So I searched the entire house, looking for the little booklet. Every room, every corner, I frantically searched for it (if I lose it, I would have to report it to the police which is of course absolutely cumbersome). However, to no avail, the booklet was nowhere to be found and the time was around 7+ am. I was intensely consumed by panic and sadness and then I began to ask Allah for help by making Dua. When I turned around & said 'Bismillahirrahmanirrahim",  to my amazement, I swear by Allah's name that the booklet was right infront of me, on the floor, camouflage (since it is white). I was stunned, amazed, bedazzled- nothing could describe how I feel at that particular point in time. Masya Allah, SubhanAllah.

On Tuesday, my History teacher (IH) returned back our test papers on the Arab-Israeli conflict essay and before returning, she was mentioning about some pointers to take note regarding our performance as a whole class. After that she told the class that "the highest for this test  is 21/25" and everyone was impressed and was in awe, including myself. Then the most miraculous thing was that my teacher actually told the class that I was the highest for the test and immediately I freezed. Masya Allah, SubhanAllah, Allah You are the Most Greatest.

On Wedenesday, my Economics teachers went through our Economics test and returned them to us. To be honest, Economics is one heck of a subject that you would never one to be specialising in. It is difficult, torturous, complicating and the list can go on forever but what surprised me the most was that I got an A (8/10) for my first essay and for both part 1 & 2 essay (due to time constrint I could not finish part B), I got a B (8/15). Immediately, I was in sheer bliss and jubilation but I tried to keep control of my emotions. I had never, ever in my whole JC experience, gotten an A or a B before for my Economics. My teacher praised me infront of the class but I believe that I should not be the one to receive praises, only Allah SWT as He answered my prayers and dua. Alhamdulillah. Masya Allah, SubhanAllah.

On Thursday, for Economics (again) after my teacher finished teaching the whole class, she allowed us to rest for 10 minutes while waiting for the bell to ring. While waiting, she talked about writing reflections (in JC, you have to write reflections for every topic you have covered) and how to write a good refelction. Suddenly she mentioned my name and she told my class that it was her first time in her life being a teacher, who read a very good reflection and had given an A for it. Again, I was stunned and shocked. Apparently I got 8/10. Alhamdulillah. Masya Allah, SubhanAllah.

Yesterday being Friday, my History teacher (SEA) was supposed to return our SEA essay test to us (I think by now you have realised how many tests I have. Well, welcome to YJC :P). I knew and I was absolutely 101% sure that I did not know how to do the question and I even studied and spotted the wrong question so I wrote about 1 and 1/2 page (minimum you have to write is around 6 pages for History). I was certain that I would fail but when my teacher returned my paper to me, I got 12/25 which is an E, which means I passed! Another magnificent miracle. Masya Allah, SubhanAllah.

All these clear indications of how Allah SWT had helped me made me feel really really sorrowful, guilty, dismal towards my actions for Allah SWT. He had given me a lot of miracles and even helped me in times of difficulties but what have I done to thank him? Did I even stayed up at night to pray tahjjud? No, I was busy sleeping and was so engrossed in my dreams ;( I feel so bad, no one can empathise me only Him. Oh Allah, Please forgive me. . . :(

Isra'a Wal Mikraj continued.

السلام عليكم
(continued post from below) After Allah SWT's commandment for our beloved Prophet's ummah to pray 50 times a day to Him, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W came back down to the 6th heaven and there, Nabi Musa A.S asked him about the commandment. Being more experienced in knowing the behaviour of people (Yahudi), Nabi Musa A.S told Nabi Muhammad S.A.W to plead to Allah SWT to reduce the number of raka'ats needed to be prayed. This same conversation and the act of descending and ascending by our Prohet S.A.W to and fro continued until Allah SWT agreed that the number of raka'ats shall be 5 (However, it was already decreed & written that it would be five by Allah SWT).

After this incident, our beloved Prophet Muhammad S.A.W went back to Mecca and slept. Well, this occurrence of Isra'a Wal Mikraj happen at a very short period of time but a lot of things happened during that short period. It was stated in an authentic Hadith that when the Prophet S.A.W woke up, he became worried as he knew that people would not believe his account of Isra'a Wal Mikraj. Threfore, our beloved Prophet S.A.W became so sad and sat down under a tree. Upon doing so, coincidentally, Abu Jahal (Islam's most hated enemy) passed by and asked our prophet as to why he was so sad and what had happened and Nabi Muhammad S.A.W was forced to tell the truth.

Our beloved prophet pbuh told Abu Jahal what had happened that night and of course, Abu Jahal was shocked as travelling to Jerusalem from Mecca takes about 1 month that time. He asked the Prophet whether he would admit and tell the other Quraisy about what had happened to him and so, our prophet pbuh agreed. When the people arrived and gathered around Nabi Muhammad S.A.W to hear about the incident of Isra'a Mikraj, they were stunned and were confused as they knew that our prophet would never and had never told a lie. To prove the credibility and the authenticity of the Prophet Muhammad's S.A.W words, they began asking him questions about Jerusalem to test him as some of them had been to Jerusalem before. Soon, people began asking him about extremely detailed and specific questions which obviously being a normal human being, we are incapable of remembering everything hence similar to our prophet pbuh. At this moment, he was gripped with much fear until Allah SWT told Jibril to raise Jerusalem for our prophet pbuh so that he could see all the small details that the people of Quraisy were beginning to ask and answer them.

So that is all I have for the story of Isra'a Mikraj. I apologise for the late post as I was busy with school. I hope that you and I, myself of course will always remeber this miraculous incident and the magnificence of Allah SWT, the Most Exalted and our beloved Prophet Muhammad S.A.W, the greatest man on Earth.(:

P/s: I shall blog about school and life tmr. Right now, I am dropdead exhausted. Sorry.

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